Monday, February 20, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOMMY &ALVAN!!! whoots~ happy happy birthday. hohohoho!(:
SMALL but BRAVE - HANYING *(;
10:06:00 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
I'M SICKKKK!!! why?! 'cos of bangkok! stupid. argh. must get well before sat leh. sighs. 'cos sat got tms mock comp.)= its lyke so impossible for mye to get well tmrw can. ahhhh~ KUKU lar.)=
SMALL but BRAVE - HANYING *(;
10:37:00 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
whoo! congrats to TMS BBALL. LALALAAA~ 48-28. hehe. tms against springfield. whoots! hee. today's PD wasnt that bad lar. i was so er. um. excited? not really. haha. i enjoy watching bball match. &i kinda feel extra as liwei &i was the only GIRLS lar. so maluating can. bleah~ hehe. um. now i knoe at least sth abt u. so yar. haha. now i understand more abt u. &its a good thng.(: i enjoy chatting w/ the two of u. so fun. er. CHEER UP. keep SMILINGGG.((= whoots~ ying wei ni de xi huan, zui rang wo gao xing. - HANYING *(;
7:13:00 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
hoho. im back to blog. haha. super lazy to blog lar. stayed back today for sjab's stuffs until around 7pm lyke that lar. reach home at 8+ im so TIRED! brgh~ i cant stand it. i cant stand it. im hating two ppl now. not hate lar. just DONTE LYKE. not hate not hate.(: i just DONTE LYKE them. one male &one female. stupid stupid stupid lar.
iLOARRVEmyself * - HANYING *(;
8:42:00 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
whee! FADHLI &MOSES is super cute! ahh. haha. theyre super super cute lar. both of them are small in size. shorter than mye knoe? hehe. &theyre super super cute. pinch * i knoe i sound psycho lar. haha! okay. i knoe them during the sec one orientation thngy. hehe. theyre lyke so cute can. brgh! haha. um. oh yar. btw. had my height &weight today! im 144.5 now! WHOOTS! no longer 143. haha. but im lyke heavier.)= haha. shall grow even taller. mua-ha-ha~ im so happy that im 144.5 knoe? hehe. SAYA MAHU MAKAN KENTANG GORENG &SAYA MAHU BELI KENTANG GORENG. nice right. haha. reach home at around 8pm. watched CAMPUS SUPERSTAR. haha. saw adriano. so yar. JIAYOU! heee~
DEVIL BY UR SIDE - HANYING *(;
10:07:00 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
hoho! finally at last, i can use my com again. whee~ im so happy. lama. um. well. the conflict's over! yes yes yes! im so happy. im so glad.(: haha. im mental. BRGHHH~ its super cold now.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XINYI!!!! - no link.-.-" haha. um. went to xinyi's birthday celebration last night. &yar. got to knoe 2 frens of hers. haha. its jonathan &boon seng [er. donte knoe how to spell.] um. yar. it was super fun lar. UNTIL. UNTIL. UNTIL alvin smash the cake on my hair. GRRR! im so pissed lar. irritating freak! grr. stupid. whoo! DEVIL BESIDE U!! er mo zai shen bian. NANANAAA~ hehe.
I LOARRVE SJAB - HANYING *(;
6:37:00 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
hoho! im so so so dead. hehe. i havent even started doing my chinese newspaper cutting. TRALALAA~ i shall die a horrible death tmr. hehe. im just lazy to do it. super tired can.S= hehe. &devil beside u is a super nice show can.)= i want the vcd. haha. im so gonna buy the vcd. i donte care. LALALAAA~
Er Mo Zai Shen Bian ~ Devil Beside U - HANYING *(;
5:38:00 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
whoo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORELL! hehe.(:um. had a nice but not veyr nice new year celebration last night. went to somewhr around blk 183 to meet meiyee then we went to the 77's playground 'cos we're meeting huisi &xinyi thr. yay~ then went to blk 74 to slack lor. didnt go to the bbq pit thr to find the guys. haha~ um. then we chatted. then went to the bbq pit lor. haha. after a while, the guys started to play w/ water &spray. idiotic eddie sprayed the spray onto my face &my bag kena. wtf. i was super angry lar. i wanted to hit him lar. but b'cos of meiyee, i didnt. GRR! i hate eddie lar. then blah blah blah. omg. super lazy to type everythng out lar. hehe! um. in the end, we went to blk 183's carpark to play? yay. we played ice &water. its not normal ice &water lar. its those super fun one. the guys can really run lyke mad lar. theyre super fast runners lar. haha! sighs. its just bored unlyke last yr. so fun. sighs. miss those days lar. when everyone was much closer to each other. i donte even feel lyke typing anythng abt it lar. its so boring lar.
FENGYUAN: cheer up man! stay happy. hehe. SMILEEE.((= cheer up. ure brave. tell urself ure brave. hehe. er. still wanna say those thngs though i knoe u wonte be reading lar. haha!HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR! - HANYING *(;
2:41:00 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
um. went to bedok inter to meet those ppl who're supposed to go to school to paint SJAB room. hehe. then went to princess mac for breakfast. i ate sth, i forgot what. then i started feeling nausea again. sighs. ive been feeling sick since god knoes when. sighs.)= then went to blk 128 or 129? haha. yar. to buy paint to paint the SJAB room! whee. um. we bought the LIME SPRING or was it SPRING LIME? its sth lyke that. haha. for the front &back wall.(: then BOY BLUE for the side walls. wanted to paint the door orange but we decided not to so that we can save money. haha! um. went to scholl after that. painting the room was fun! then we donte have enough paint 'cos we bought 2 litre of LIME &1 litre of BLUE. so, alvin &i went to by again. bought 1 more tin of LIME &1 5litre of BLUE. haha. LOL. so dots lar. haha! then went back to school again. whoo! i loarrve painting. im a pro in painting. yay. haha. LOL. not funny lar. um. then sth happened &i cried. then yar went home at god knoes what time. then went back to school again, to take a look at how the others have done &to meet shaan. haha. then went for the band POP. its SO GLAM lar. im so jealous. haha. nvm. hehe. SJAB's POP is nice too. haha! LOL. hehe. then went back to the cca room to help them. i loarrve the new SJAB room. its so NICE! LIME is so so so nice lar. whoohoo! im so happy. haha. i donte knoe why. i just cant smile or anythng. sighs. &i almost forgot abt the LIZARD! haha! stupid lizard. sighs. it died a horrible death. so poor thng lar. but wanlin is the heroine of the day! haha. she killed the lizard! &saved everyone. whee! the lizard was super big lar. &i scream lyke mad lar. haha~ almost every one screamt i guess. hehe. it was super funny. a very nice day indeed. haha.
SJAB. i LOARRVE SJAB.(= its not only a cca its a FAMILY!SIGHS - HANYING *(;
8:46:00 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RANSON!!!(=whoo! im so happy lar. hahaha. everythng's alrgt now. whee~(x haha. okay. went to sch yesterday for the sec one orientation thngy. haha. it was super fun. whee! hehe. then. um. went to sentosa w/ dor, car & irene. hehe. um. we reached at around 4+? yay. should be lar. haha. um. then sth happened. sighs. so sian can. but nvm. forget about it. haha. it was super fun ytd though. &the stupid lyfe guard call mye SOT SOT. wth. stupid lyfe guard. kuku one.(: then er. it was super cold. the sea water was super super cold. haha. then we got out of the sea &walked to the washrm. the washrm was SUPER far lar. brgh~ &the water was super cold. i was shivering lar. kuku one. LIL FRANK is SUPER CUTE! omg. wth. LIL FRANK is lyke super cute lar. omg! omg! im crazy. boohoo. LIL FRANK is SUPER CUTE. CUTER THAN ANYONE ELSE! the cutest ever! haha. okay. im mad. i thnk im having a slight fever right now. haha.X= um. then er. went back to sch today, again for comp training until 5pm. from 8am to 5pm okay. haha. &was super pissed by some idiotic freako just now. &im lyke in a super bad bad mood lar. wtf. i hate her. she just suck lar. whatever.
Dandelion - HANYING *(;
8:27:00 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
whoo~ woke up at 7.30am went to sch at around 9.30am haha. &i reach at 9.45am whee~(: &yar. u knoe what? ive been dreaming of everyone from CHARLIE, both DRAGON &CENTAUR for the past few days. its lyke OMG! i thnk i just miss everyone too much lar. haha. er. yar. then went for our so-called orientation training. haha. didnt train lar. but we cleaned the SJAB ROOM! whee. its so clean. &its fun cleaning the room. w/ the "palace maid", "palace guard", wanlin, siewyee, liwei &of course mye lar. haha! its super fun. got what holy water. hahaha! um. yar. then went to take my NEW SPECTS then meet huisi. then LALALAAA~ lor. haha! bought new sch shoes for next yr! whee.(= haha. er. yar. btw arh. naz is nuts. bleah` haha. palace maid.(:
NC1, JIAYOU.(: nvr give up. rmbr this. - NVR LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT KEEP U FROM PLAYING THE GAME.(= - jiayou. hehe. jiayou jiayou jiayou. GOD BLESS ALL OF U.(=
Nvr Give Up - HANYING *(;
11:44:00 PM

3:11:00 PM

3:06:00 PM

3:02:00 PM
haha. i've been so busy that it is only now then i realise that i'm so misssing in action. i got some pictures from the sports captain camp. credits tothe super seniors sabrina and jazreel :)
2:58:00 PM
She says she's no good, w/ words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out "A joke of romantic" stuck to my tongue.
Weighed down w/ words, too over-dramatic.
Tonight it's "it cant get much worse" vs. "no one should ever feel lyke..."
I'm two-quarters &a heart down,
&I donte wanna forget how ur voice sounds.
These words are all I have, so I'll write 'em down,
So u need them just to get by.
Dance, Dance;
We're falling apart to half-time
Dance, Dance;
&these are the lives u loarrve to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd loarrve
If they knew how misery loarrve mye.
U always fold just before u found out.
Drink up, it's last call, last resort
But only the first mistake &I...
I'm two-quarters &a heart down,
&I donte wanna forget how ur voice sounds.
These words are all I have, so I'll write 'em down,
So u need them just to get by.
Why donte u show mye the lil bit of spine
Uve been saving for his mattress, Loarrve?
Dance, Dance;
We're falling apart to half-time
Dance, Dance;
&these are the lives u loarrve to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd loarrve
If they knew how misery loarrved mye.
Why donte u show mye the lil bit of spine
Uve been saving for his mattress?
I only want sympathy in the form of u crawling into bed w/ mye.
Dance, Dance;
We're falling apart to half-time
Dance, Dance;
&these are the lives u loarrve to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd loarrve
Dance, this is the way they'd loarrve
Dance, this is the way they'd loarrve
If they knew how misery loarrved mye.
Dance, Dance.
Dance, Dance.
Dance, Dance.
Dance, Dance.
SMALL but BRAVE - HANYING *(;
8:34:00 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
SIGHS~
simpliCITY - HANYING *|;
8:56:00 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
HOHOHO!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS~ u better watch out. u better not cry. u better not shout. im telling u why. 'cos SANTA CLAUS is coming to town! haha. mental. um. went to expo hall 9 ytd to watch a drama i guess. should be a drama. by pastor lawrence &his daughter, priscillia. it was a wonderful play w/ magic. its about THE MAGIC OF LOARRVE. it was super nice lar. i was so touched while watching the slide. i almost cried. omg. hahaha~ then rushed home to change into my dress &valvet so that i can go my uncle's house to celebrate christmas w/ my family. haha. stayed overnight at my uncle's house. brgh~ haha. then i sent almost everyone a christmas msg. lyke so stooted lyke that. &yar. liwei told mye that thr'll be training EVERYDAY, next year. i was lyke OMG! faints* but. nvm. haha. i still LOARRVE SJAB.(x sighs. PLS PPL. PLS JOIN COMP. PLS GO FOR TRAININGS. DONTE LET MYE DOWN. DONTE LET ANYONE DOWN. PLSSS~))= um. slept at 12am woke up at 9+ haha. was super tired lar. um. then went to my aunt's churhc. VFC. &i saw mervyn sir. hahaha! what a coincidence uh.(: haha. then went back to my uncle's house &we watched CHICKEN LIL. ma-ia-hii. ma-ia-huu. ma-ia-hoo. ma-ia-haha. numa numa numa ei.(x LOL. dots..... haha. then oh yar. GUOWEI went to hk! haha. thats sad lar. my best fren went overseas alr. but nvm. he'll be back in 4 days time. whee. then yar. ive got a new spects. whee~ LOL. nonsense. haha. um. im tired. hee. cant wait for tues &weds. tues got orientation training thngy. then wed going sentosa w/ dor &car.(: &i just cried. sighs. why cant we just remain how we used to be? i hate nco camp. but i loarrve it too. sighs. whatever lar.
GOD BLESS EVERYONE.((=
WHITE CHRISTMAS. - HANYING *(;
8:56:00 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
haha. yay~ going my aunt's hse soon to celebrate CHRISTMAS. yes! finally, 1 more day to christmas. yay-yay. so excited. haha. i feel dumb. LOL.(x whoo. okay. thats all. g2g alr. YAY!
White Christmas - HANYING *(;
7:18:00 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
whoo~ went for our SO-CALLED DRAGON'S GATHERING at 12pm. yay~ i reached at 11.39am. whee~ haha. then we took neos. GRR~ guys are idiots. haha. esp raymond, shairul, darren &jack. they DONTE take neos. okay. maybe jack's out lar. 'cos i knoe. &some ppl knoe. er. its supposed to be. "u knoe, i knoe, we knoe" but. nvm. haha. um. chased them all over the 3rd &4th lvl. nonsense lar. GRR~ then after neos right, i went to sch. aww~ &they went to seoul garden. haha. i went to sch to "work" lar. haha. help the bkshop aunty w/ her stuffs lor. then get 12 bucks. haha. LOL. working tmr too. whee~ from 8.30 - 3.30 yay-yay! er. okay .im so happy! my dad bought mye a PIGLET! okay. er. i actually ask him to buy that piglet for mye. &he bought it! whoo. its so cute. omg! omg! omg! haha. i loarrve him man! muacks. haha. psycho.(x so now, i thnk i got 28 piglet's stuffs!whee.
&&&SHAIRUL IS A STOOTED HEAD!!! shairul is dumb dumb, chart chart, kuku, stupid, irri!!!S=NCOs' Training Course `05. the DRAGONS! - HANYING *(;
10:06:00 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
20 DEC `05um. supposed to meet car &someone [ i cant say whos that ] at 1.15pm. but they reached at around 1.30 i thnk. not sure. haha. saw "biscuit". GRRRRR~ kuku. nvm. im nice. haha. um. then went to tamp to buy sth. then went to QIJI to eat. jeff &jack went to meet mye outside QIJI after their movie. haha. they bully mye! brghh~(x um. after that, i PANGSEH them. hahaha! too bad. &went to bugis w/ irene, car, adele, jingying &that someone. hehe. um. i bought nth! except for one mini bag. LOL. not really mini lar. haha. i spend most of my money on FOOD! yay-yay. haha. went back to tamp after that. &i saw "biscuit" again. brghh~ nvm. donated &volunteered. haha~ im sucha nice girl right? hehe. yay. went to pei's house after that. IGNATIUS! ahh! hes so cute lar. im lyke so crazy over him! he played w/ mye. he hugged mye. he kissed mye. whoo! he didnt play w/ huisi they all. wah! i feel so BOO! hahaha. hes so cute. omg omg omg! ahh. okay. for ur info, ignatius is a 1/2 years old lil boy. haha. hes pei's nephew. yay! hes so cute! LALALAAA~ i loarrve him! whoo. okay. stop taht craziness. then. er. went home at 12.59am. yay~ hahaha. LOL. reach home at around. 1.20? whoo.
21 DEC `05im not going anywhr today! yay. haha. 'cos i havto fetch my sis at 6.30pm. hee.(: woke up at er. 12+ oops. X= hahaha. i wanted to slp until 1+ or 2+ or maybe 3+ but my sis's bus driver called at 12 &startled mye. kuku~ i was super blur lar. he said. "rmbr to fetch shiying at 12pm after sch when sch started." i was lyke. huh? i tht he ask mye to go down at 12pm &fetch her. so i went all the way down but i see no one. haha. then i called my mom .&she called the bus driver. &yay~ u knoe, i knoe, we knoe. haha. im so blurred.S= so. im gonna stay at home until 6+ 'cos im supposed to fetch my sis &go home again! yay~
Dandelion - HANYING *(;
4:05:00 PM
Monday, December 19, 2005
went to bugis w/ jorelle today to meet jeff. haha. hes acting as a medic in some show lar. LOL. then wanted to buy that bag but that stupid shop's not opened. sad lyfe. haha~ then went to tamp. went home at around 3pm. 'cos need to fetch my sis. shes sick. got hfmd.)= hope shes alrgt now. my mom just brought her to the clinic. &theyre not back yet. um. god bless her.S= i still donte knoe what to do. should i say hi first? dumb mye.
strawberryPOCKY - HANYING *S=
8:14:00 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
sighs. today's really the LAST LAST LAST day of course alr. so sad lor. had fun today. had exams today too. gonna fail koto AGAIN.(: &im so gonna fail theory. jeff is so gonna treat mye chocs for one whole year. whoo~ i thnk i'll havto go back for NCO camp again. next year. haha. im lyke not those kinda study study studious studious type lar. haha. sighs. last day alr. &time flies.): im beginning to miss everyone. sighs. the next time we'll see each other is lyke during the passing out thngy? sighs. i wonder who'll get best cadet. i bet its gonna be JORELLE. whee~((= i miss everyone! lets all go out one day okay? the dragons ¢aurs. humph. i miss everyone!!! ahh~ almost cried just now. emo. the sight of him make mye feel lyke crying. sighs. i miss u, i miss her, i miss him, i miss them! u knoe, i knoe, we knoe!))= those happy days w/ everyone. i donte mind going back next year for another NCO camp. haha!(: &my feet got SIX blisters.)=
DANCE, DANCE - HANYING *)=
8:08:00 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
i'm lyke crying again. WTH! i saw that msg. it hurt mye. its all my fault. i regretted. tmr is exam day alr. gonna fail koto again.)= im not in a good mood to study. i cant study. im lyke super sad lar. sighs.
Dragostea Din Tei - HANYING *)'=
10:12:00 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
i regretted. id rather i fail NCOC than doing sth i'll regret. FOR LYFE. im lyke crying now lar. i donte knoe what to do. what i can say is. what done is done. but im super sad after listening to what jorelle has said. i donte knoe what to do tmr. i donte knoe how to face him. IM SO SORRY.)'=
full of regrets - HANYING *)'=
10:24:00 PM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
ahh. watch king kong today! whee~ haha. okay. its not very nice lar. haha. 1st hour is super boring. make mye feel lyke sleeping. 2nd hour very exciting then 3rd hour very boring again. um. not really lar. quite sad. king kong died! ahh~ &i miss JIMMY so much. aww~ hes so cute. hahaha!=X okay. got "training" tmr. hee. some sort of training lar. whee~ haha.
nvr let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; LEADERmorphosis As One.=DD
11:52:00 PM
sheesh. i realise its been a long tym since i last posted. been super busy. hurhur.
nCo camp 2005 was a total blast. i miss camp. i miss everyone in the camp. i love nCo camp 2005.i miss dancing with jerone in the pageant, i miss samula-ing, i miss running up and down the stairs, i miss clearing up the canteen, i miss jumping jacks, i miss night sentry, i miss getting very impatient waiting for my turn to bathe, i miss the whole ALPHA , BRAVO, CHARLIE division. i miss running and falling down at pulau ubin twice in a row.i miss the group instructors and of course alll theSIRS and MA'AMS. i love nCo camp, hike at pulau ubin, campfire . sheesh. i love everything in the nco camp. it taught me alot of things. it certainly do. though its kinda abit tough, endurance and motivation do pay. and its not thaat bad as u think. hur hur.take care people in nCO camp 2005. till we meet again.-sarah
11:03:00 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
whoo. theres training today. haha.(: i miss training lots. humph! but today's training is kind of boring lar. not really training lor. 'cos no one to train us. &no one to spot our mistakes &stuffs. &everyone is super tired after the camp. the sec 2s can choose not to go one. but we went. haha. esp the nursings. 'cos we must save "some ppl". yay-yay. haha! henry sir went to tms today. haha. for what? i forget alr. hee. did 2 or 3 sets of footdrills ONLY lor. so boring can. stay back until 5. to train the sec 1s. their footdrill is good enough alr. just that their banging not very good lar. haha. nvm. NC1 jiayou! hehe. bought my books today. but need to go back next week to collect 3 books. OMG~ haha. those who read my blog, can u pls pls remind mye to go back to sch to collect my books. haha. thanks alot man. hee.=P then. um. need to study for sjab exams! the exam is on this sat. omg. im so dead lar. haha. nvr let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; NCOs' Training Course `05. LEADERmorphosis As One!(x
7:28:00 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
im back from NCO camp! SIGHS. im so so so gonna miss everyone &the camp. those days w/ them .sighs. im so emo. haha. im sentimental. LOL~ im aching all over now. REALLYYY. my left hand almost paralyse alr. haha~ been aching since the 1st or 2nd day of camp. i thnk was 1st day. YAR! 1st day. sad lyfe man. then my shoulder blade hurts. wth. my butt hurts too. um. let's start w/ the first day of camp. must report by 7.45am. but i woke up at 5+ 'cos meeting daphne. she wants mye to help her poolish her boots. &yar. this post gonna be super long. um. so. yay~ was so excited. afraid that i might faint &all this lar. then need to poo poo. 'cos i at bread in the morning. i cnt eat anythng in the morning one. or i'll have stomache. hee~ um. then put my wallet inside the ziploc bag. then surrender my ez-link. um. then yar. MY BAG WAS SUPER FAT &BIG. haha~ brought 2 bags lar. so kuku can. grr. haha. um. then fall in. then after that. got flag raising ceremony. then "FLY" up to bunk. so kuku lar. damn tiring one can. haha. then havto do this &that. can die lor. then pumping postition. my back hurts lyke CRAP! its still hurting. haha. i mean. aching. haha. i thnk ive gain LOTS of weight. haha. 'cos got breakfast, lunch, dinner &SUPPER. gosh~ haha. okay. 2nd was hiking! yay~ i loarrve to hike. i loarrve hiking. yay-yay. but we havto bring THREE bottles of 1.5 LITRE of water! wth. then my left shoulder REALLYYYY very PAIN. then hike from donte knoe what time to 4+ super tiring. but i donte knoe why i can still hyper lar. then at night, during dinner, i die-ed. haha. 'cos cannot hyper alr. hee~(x sighs. then um. fri is first day sat is 2nd day. 3rd day was. er. games day. yay~ &campfire night too. 3rd day was ytd lar. then kena sentury duty. so sad can. haha. but nvm. its fun though. haha! sighs. i really scream my lungs out during the camp, during hike, during games, during campfire. 'cos im one of the cheerleader. hee. sighs. i cried last night. 'cos its the last night alr.)= im so sad lar. we (the DRAGONS) went through ups &downs. we're lyke. so close alr lar. then havto leave each other alr. sighs. i seriously do miss them alot. had so much fun for the pass few days lor. im gonna cry soon. sighs. today was the last day.))X i thnk the officers threw our campfire stuffs away alr. i donte knoe lar. i thnk so only. 'cos weilun sir say he threw it away. or they threw it away. um. all our clothes are inside lar. sighs. nvm. forget it. whats done is done.(: i still cant smile. i miss everyone lots. thanks mdms for consoling mye. thanks lots. i loarrve u all.
LEADERmorphosis As One. we, together, WILL rules ZONE 2's SJAB. yay! we're the NCOs to be.(: hopefully can see everyone as soon as possible. &the best it everyday. ive make lotsa frens during the course &camp. i cant bear to part w/ them.))= im super sad. sighs. btw. JUNHAO is aVERY NICE GUY.(: though he talk alot. but hes a very ncie guy. i donte find him irritating. hes nice. &super funny. ive got myself a NEW SCANDAL. its..... SHAIRULLL~ hahaha. he was sarah's pri sch best fren knoe? hee.TO EVERYONEEE INVOLVE IN THE NCO COURSE:
i'll miss EVERY SINGLE one of u. i'll miss those days. i'll miss those ppl who's always thr for mye. ESP JORELLE. i'll miss all the officers. i donte knoe what to say alr. no words can describe how i feel now. im just super sad.i shall stop here. or im gonna cry a river.|=
nvr let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *)= i LOARRVE NCOs' Training Course's trainees, instructors &officers. sighs.
2:23:00 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
im at my TATAgirl's house! yay. staying overnight here although i got SJAB NCO so-called meeting tmr. haha. um. but nvm lar. once in a blue moon uh. hee.(x um. gonna watch saw II later. theyre waiting for mye to finish my blogging. haha! whoo~ um. going home at 6am so that i can make it to tampines on time. hohoho! haha. cant wait for tmr. yay-yay~(= um. oh yar. i earn 5 bucks yesterday. &my yesterday is monday. haaaaa~ um. so pathetic can! sighs. im so hurted lar. wahh lao. sighs. forget it. maybe not working alr 'cos got SJAB's stuffs. nvm. lets see first lar. hee.(: so yar. they wanna watch saw II alr lar. so yar. tadahh~ tc ppl. hoho~
nvr let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; iLOARRVEmyself *(=
2:38:00 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Ohhh.. Oh Oh..
I donte wanna go another day
So I'm telling u, exactly what is on my mind
Seems lyke everybody is breaking up
&throwing their loarrve away
But I knoe I got a good thng right here
That's why i say (Hey)
Nobody gonna loarrve mye better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take mye higher, I must stick wit u
U knoe how to appreciate mye, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made mye feel this way, I must stick wit u
I donte wanna go another day
So I'm telling u, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want u to say that, ure the only one for mye (one for mye)
(What I'm sayin' is)
Nobody gonna loarrve mye better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take mye higher, I must stick wit u
U knoe how to appreciate mye, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody every made mye feel this way, I must stick wit u
& now, ain't nothng else I can need
& now, I'm singing 'cause ure so, so into mye
I got u, we'll be making loarrve endlessly
I'm w/ u (baby I'm w/ u)
Baby ure w/ mye (baby ure w/ mye, higher)
So donte cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I knoe u, &u knoe mye
&that's all that counts
So donte cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I knoe u, &u knoe mye
&that's, that's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna loarrve mye better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take mye higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
U knoe how to appreciate mye, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made mye feel this way, I must stick wit u
Nobody gonna loarrve mye better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take mye higher, I must stick wit u
U knoe how to appreciate mye, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made mye feel this way, I must stick wit u
never let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING* (;
10:46:00 PM
SAD SHYT! its alr DEC.)= this year gonna end SOONNNN. sighs. i'll miss this year loads. SIGHSSS! i'll miss those SEC 4s, those ppl from NCO course &of course camp lar &those memories w/ 2Nurture-ians &everyone. esp those FRENSSS.)x sighs. forget it. um. slept at 10pm last night wake up at 5.45am. yay-yay. haha! then meet the rest at tanah merah at 7am. reach Bedok View Sec at around 7.45am gee.(x im the asst grp i/c today. yay-yay. its so fun lar. haha. &u knoe what? i miss being the asst grp i/c. haha. so mental. i thnk its fun. um. &i actually volunteer when the sir says he want 12 volunteers to take one ang bao each. i got no.3 &i was the 2nd person he called. the first person was clarice. hee~ um. its fun lar. being the asst grp i/c is FUN! really. hee. ppl might thnk that im MENTAL. haha.(: then i volunteer to bring the plastic home. the plastic lyke super heavy can. sad shyt.)= havto bring it on tues. nvm. haha. im NICE. yay! im so hungry can. whrs my FOOD???? &im tired. gwa gwa gwa~ oh yar. &i thnk i'll cry on the last day of NCO camp. i'll miss everyone. though theyre not my super best frens. but i'll miss them.): esp JORELLE. hee~ iLOARRVEjorelle! yay~ winks *(; sighs. i cant wait for NCO camp! i donte knoe why. but im just super excited. YAY! i loarrve NCO course &camp! yes yes. though its quite tough but not very tough. i want it to be tougher. =X im psycho! yes. CHARLIE &THE NCOs' FACTORY!!! yes yes yes! whee~ siao! & i wanto be a CADET LEADER! yes. maybe SERGEANT can alr. so im gonna study for KOTO. yes. im gonna make it! yay~ um. i got enough oblic duties hours alr. got 60+ hours alr. but not enough duties. hoho! SERGEANT or CADET LEADER, WAIT FOR MYE!! um. actually, i wanto be an officer. maybe a G6 or G5 or G4 or G3 officer. hehe. yay! wait for mye. wait for mye.(xnever let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(;
7:13:00 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
okay. im tired.(: just reach home from school lar. haha. um. earn 12 bucks yesterday. 'cos i donte have the mood to sell. damn tiring can. GRR~ slept at 1+ the day before yesterday then woke up at 6+ 'cos need to do the banner &flag for the NCO camp. YAY~ i created sth. "Charlie &the NCOs' factory" nice? &"SMALL BUT BRAVE" yay! nice nice. haha. & u knoe what? HANYING SAVE THE DAY! whoo~ i save everyone. yay-yay. i draw the word CHARLIE. &i sort of save everyone by writing (sth. i forgot what). haha. STM. um. then i made some amendments &save everyone! yay~ haha. then. yar. went home at around 1+, 2. then stayed at home until 5+. went for work after that. sighs. 12 bucks only. nvm. at least i got 90+ alr. yay! whoo. or 100+? yar. 100+ yes! haha. okay. shall end here.(=
never let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
3:37:00 PM
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i earn 22 bucks on MON. so kuku lar. im in a super bad mood that day. hee. um. went for SJAB ytd. then went to tampines w/ alvin, gaomin, siewyee and wanlin to find some cloth thng for the NCO course. we walk around tampines to find the cloth but we found NOTHNG. so yar. in the end, alvin, gm &i, went to PS to find lar. saw boonpin at the MRT station. haha. im so BLINDDD. didnt see him until he say HI to mye. so blind can.(: hee~ SAW THAT LIMEGREEN CLOTH!!! omg~ dumb lar. why cant we get LIMEGREEN? so sadded can.)= dumb dumb dumb. hee~ went to rover to play pool after that. um. then went hm. then blah blah blah. then work.(: earn 61 bucks YESTERDAY!! yay! im so HAPPYYYY~ thats the very first time i earn so much. first time i clear stocks knoe? hee~ so happy! i LOARRVE blk 311C. yay-yay! reach hm at 12+ slept at 1+ sighs. im in a SUPER BAD MOOD right now. &i donte knoe why. dumb right. stupid.never let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
12:07:00 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
hurhur-ness~ yay! earn 29 bucks yesterday. yay-yay. happy happy. haha.((x MENTAL~ um. xinyi is my LUCKY STAR. haha. yay! oops.=X hee. bought 2 shirt yesterday. gee.(: um. going queensway then suntec then bugis later. haha. whoohoo-ness. haiya. but still need to work. nvm. i shall work &earn more money. then give some to my mommy. right? right?(= never let the fear of striking our keep u from playing the game - HANYINGGG *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
9:58:00 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
dumb dumb dumb. the course is fun but SUPERRRR TIRING.)x its a miracle that i didnt faint okay. haha. wheeheee~(: the lectures are super boring lar. fall aslp halfway through. then zhenghao wake mye up.(= super tiring can. reach home at 12+ yesterday. slept at 1+ wah lao. kuku! then woke up at 5.45am. AHHHH~ im so tireded. didnt work today 'cos i donte knoe how to go there. haha! at punggol lor. so far. whatever lar. im BLOATEDD. hee. oh yar. i thnk jack/junjie was annoyed by mye. haha! i kept saying I WANT LIMEGREEN DONTE WANT PYNK. haha. so kuku. and yar. IM STILL SOOOOO HURTEDD! my boyfren DIED.)= so sad right. cedric left mye alone. sad lyfe. never let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians (=
8:22:00 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
um. okay. i shall not mention what happened YESTERDAY. it really piss mye off` LALALAAA~ shall stay HAPPY((: okay. um. i wanto apologise to aisyah and gaomin. YAY~ haha. um. okay. i'm sorry for giving attitude? did i? not really attitude lar. okay. its consider as an attitude. the super slack attitude. 'cos im really SUPER tired. slept at 11+ or 12+ yesterday. 'cos need to work marh. therefore, im super tired today.(: got NCO course tmr! die die die~ i donte want. but im feeling excited.=P how? alvin said that i MIGHT be the course i/c or group i/c? DIE lar. i donte want can. i scared later they cannot see mye lar.(x hee~ then donte knoe whos talking. yay-yay. whateverness. bought a watch just for that stupid course. nvm lar. haha. super tired! need to work later. then must wake up by 5+ tmr morning. how can? im so gonna slack throughout the whole course. 'cos im sure that i'll be SUPER TIRED tmr. haha. cannot hyper alr.|=Faith makes all thngs possible...Hope makes all thngs work...Loarrve makes all thngs beautiful...never let the fear of striking our keep u from playing the game - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
2:30:00 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
ahh~ im feeling soooo tired. i donte thnk i can post everyday alr. 'cos need to work, work, work and work. meeting adele later. after meeting her, we'll go to simei for some flyers thng. then after flyers, go punggol to sell ice cream. im so tired. i thnk im sick alr. um. got SJAB tmr. but still, i havto work tmr. must earn money. yay-yay! haha. anw, the ice cream job starts at 7 what. haha. so im sure i can make it on time. um. i donte thnk i can work on sat! 'cos got NCO course. ahh` so sad right. at most i'll rush there after SJAB? but i donte thnk i can make it on time lar. haiya. kuku one.):
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians(=
10:15:00 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Days swiftly come and goI'm dreaming of herShe's seeing other guysEmotions they stirThe sun is goneThe nights are longAnd i am left while the tears fallDid u thnk that i would cryOn the phone?Do u knoe what it feels lykeBeing alone?I'll find someone newSwing, swing, swingFrom the tangles ofMy heart is crush byBy a former loarrveCan u help mye find a wayTo carry on again?Dreams cast into the skyI'm moving onSweet beginnings do ariseShe knoes i was wrongThe notes are oldThey bend, they foldAnd so do i to a new loarrveDid u thnk that i would cry On the phone?Do u knoe what it feels lyke Being alone?I'll find someone newSwing, swing, swingFrom the tangles ofMy heart is crushedBy a former loarrveCan u help mye find a wayTo carry on again?Bury mye(You thought ur problems were gone)Carry mye(Away, away, away)Swing, swing, swingFrom the tangles ofMy heart is crushedBy a former loarrveCan u help mye find a wayTo carry on again?
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former loarrve
Can u help mye find a way
To carry on again?
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former loarrve
Can u help mye find a way
To carry on again?
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
10:11:00 AM
haha. been a long time yar?
been very busy lately. been going to one open hse to another every week. haha. till late nyte summore. sheesh. plus the 3 day trainings. haha. but i officially declare that i love tuesday training. i dunnoe why but its super nice. haha. and i've been busy cracking my skull trying to cum up with my speech. haha. finally i'm done. i'm just hoping for the best. haha. i'm anxious to get it done coz its killing me. haha. in case you nvr noe, i love talking to people but sumtyms i'm too lazy to open my mouth so i would normally stone. haha. currently, i'm in love with CEDRIC! his mine. haha. damn sadlah when he died. haha. cheated my feeling and left me devastated and heart broken. sheesh. so drama. haha.
i never knew it was so hard to let go of someone you love. especially when he means the world to you for long time and it ended just like that. super devastating in the first place. but as minutes pass, which turned to minutes and then to hours and then days and weeks and finally months, i finally realised that i've been stupid all this while. it was never worth it. never worth my worries, my tears and so on.and to think we've been together for a long time.sheesh. i thnk i'm history for him. so yar. he's history to me too. chapter closed. the end. full stop. shall promise myself and my lao gong that i will never look back on the past.not even those sweet precious memories we shared. i wunt look back. not anymore.if u can get on, y cant i? so yupx. i'm getting on with my own life. forget yesterday, live for tommorow. hence, i shall live for tommorow. yay-ness. i will never regret the decisions i make coz we are who we are not by qualities but by the choices we make.i am me. i am sarah. this is my choice. my life (:
but there is sumthing called miracles
till then i shall be waiting but not too hopeful
*my wish- wishing upon a star*
a new chapter shall begin.
haha.
so drama.i love myselfi love my husband *han ying*i love my three generations *ah ma- val,atok-hyder,mommy-kela*i love my besties * aqilah, dinah,ifah, zai and the list goes on and on*i love you.`shining star diamond-*
1:37:00 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
whoo! its DINGJIE's birthday today. yay-yay.(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ!!! hee.(= alright. i needa bathe and stuff alr. going out soon.(:we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(x
12:33:00 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
A crowd of bloodthirsty ants are drawn by rotting fleshI watch the lonely scenery w/ an expressionless faceHaving lost u, loarrve begins to come clearHaving lost u, is there anythng left to care aboutWhen the dove doesnt represent peace any longerI've finally been reminded, they're in fact vultures, those feeding in the plazaI use beautiful rhymes to describe a loarrve that has been plundered emptyAh, black clouds begin to obstruct [the sky] , the sky of the night is uncleanEchoes of that funeral in the park, are flying all through the skyThe white rose that [I] gave to u has withered in this environment of pure darknessOn branches, the silence of the crows feel very sinisterListening quietly, my black overcoat yearns to provide u warmthA memory that grows colder w/ each passing day, a lyfe that's been walked past, walked pastAh, fog fills the air on all four sidesAh, I am in an open cemetry[I will] still loarrve u after I've aged[I] play for u Chopin's NocturneTo commemorate this deceased loarrve of mineA sound just lyke a wind in the nightThe heart breaks w/ such a beautiful soundHands at the keys, [I] tap very lightlyThe longing that i gave was very tentativeU are buried in place called afterlyfe[I] played for u a Chopin's NocturneTo commemorate this deceased loarrve of mineAnd for u I've become anonymousPlaying the piano under the moonlightThe response of ur heartbeatIs still so warm and clearI remember the scarlet imprint of ur lipsThose dragonflies who have lost their wings, are scattered in this forestAnd yet my eyes do not show a shred of sympathyHaving lost u, my tears are murky and blurredHaving lost u, even my smile holds shadowThe wind on the moss-covered rooftopRidicules my sadnessLyke a waterless wellI use an exquiste font-typeTo depict that loarrve which not even regret will bring back[I] play for u Chopin's NocturneTo commemorate this deceased loarrve of mineA sound just lyke a wind in the nightThe heart breaks w/ such a beautiful soundHands at the keys, [I] tap very lightlyThe longing that i gave was very tentativeU are buried in a place called the afterlyfe[I] play for u Chopin's Nocturne To commemorate this deceased loarrve of mineAnd for u I've become anonymousPlaying the piano under the moonlightThe response of ur heartbeatIs still so warm and clearI remember the scarlet imprint of ur lipsA crowd of bloodthirsty ants are drawn by rotting fleshI watch the lonely scenery w/ an expressionless faceHaving lost u, loarrve begins to come clearHaving lost u, is there anythng left to care aboutWhen the dove doesnt represent peace any longerI've finally been reminded, they're in fact vultures, those feeding in the plazaI use beautiful rhymes to descibe a loarrve that has been plundered empty
aint this song nice? its a chinese song. i lyke this song.(:
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(=
5:40:00 PM
whoo! ZI YE!!! my new BOYFRIEND!! iLOARRVEhimSOOOOmuchhh~((x hee. he's so CUTEEE~ okay. he's a 4 years old boy from china. CUTENESSS! super super super CUTEEE.xD im so in loarrve w/ him. hahaha. im crazyyyyy over himmm. super cute can. aww~ im sure he loarrves mye too. blush* hahaha! whateverness. i cant get him out of my head. hee~((= okay. im hypering alr. why? 'cos im thnking of that super cute ziye! GEEE~(x so psychotic.(: okay. whatever. we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *((=
3:27:00 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
im so so so gonna die of tiredness. slept at 2 and woke up at 7. um. im not really that tired at first. but i felt SO dead after doing a few sets of footdrill. damn tiring one, knoe? do those drills w/o having my breakfast can really kill mye. i almost died of breathlessness. haha. so whateverness. haiya. my brain cant function properly alr. meeting xinyi they all at 77 later. ahh. im feeling so lethargic.)= GRRR~ meet fenglong and chunwei at my block just now. we chatted for lyke around one hour lor. then went to econs to buy STARCH. haha. then i donte knoe what happen alr. im feeling GIDDY~ giddines.): i feel lyke sleeping. my eyes closing alr. sighs.
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *(((=
6:03:00 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
watch HARRY POTTER and the GOBLET OF FIRE yesterday. so nice can. haha. so thrilling yet touching. aww~ haha. i cant imagine that i actually cried while watching it. so EMO right? hee. yesterday was a MALUATING day. haha. i saw lots of familiar faces at tampines yesterday. kuku right. GRR~ so maluating. saw benjamin w/ juncui then saw one SJAB guy from yuying corp one. haha. shall not mention his name. haha. spastic. and another guy from junyuan sec. i shall not mention his name too. hee~(x u knoe what? SOMEONE [kidd] IS A CHEATERBUGG. cheat ppl feelings only. bleah` hahaha. um. went for SJAB today.((= whee~ but im super tireded to do anythng lar. slept at 1am can. then havto wake up by 7 can.): GRR~ i simply just slack throughout the WHOLEEEE training until training's over and we have our own FOOTDRILL training!! whoohoo! footdrill. im better in footdrill compared to the other two category.(: but. haiya. only do for lyke 30 mins? SAD LYFE.)= but. um. better than nothng lar. hee~(x then yar. saw that CHEATERBUGG. haha.(x LALALAAA~ went home at around 4? yar. saw one someone familiar. and thats SHAUN. that BOWLING GUY. grr~ that maluating day. he reminds mye of that super maluating bowling day. ahh~ okay. um. going out soon. hee. meeting adele to play pool. yay. i miss pool!!((x oh yar. i got into HIST & ART! grr~ im so gonna APPEAL for GEOG & ART. 'cos im afraid i cant cope w/ hist. hee.(x whoo. gonna be 3A next year. YAY-ness.((=
THAT LIMEGREEN SHOEEEEE!!!
ive got that piglet shirt. whoohoooo~
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians((=
5:05:00 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
WHOOOOOOO!!! im feeling SOOOOO HAPPYYYYY!!!~((= yay-ness. ive bought that PIGLET SHIRT. all thanks to REG dear dear. hee~((x LALALAA~(; went out w/ reg, to bugis today. whoo~ haha. so fun.(: iLOARRVEregDEARdear. gee.(xwe'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *)=
11:27:00 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
YAWNS~ sighs. im so TIRED.): slept at 2am woke up at 6.45am. ga ga ga~ haha. i just woke up but i still feel tired. haiyo. im sucha pig. sighs. anyone free tmr? GRR~ no one is free tmr. i wanna go bugis to buy somethng.)= sad lyfe. SIGHS~ im so bored. feel lyke sleepy. i bet im gonna sleep early tonight. HAA~(: i watch "drink, drank drunk" for the 2nd time alr. too bored alr lar. haha. im waiting~~ sighs.
MY WISHLISTS. [ ive been thnking about it for the whole day. haha~ ]
- that PIGLET shirt.):
- those PIGLET soft toys.)=
- that ripcurl and adidas bag.
- that BILLABONG wallet.);
- that PHONE.
- LOTS of clothes.
omg. im so greedy. i still some more stuffs but i cant remember what i want. hahaha!((x
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians *((=
8:19:00 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
whoo. went out yesterday afternoon and night to sell the charity coupons. whoo~ haha. i sold the whole booklet! yay-ness. hehe.(: THAT PIGLET SHIRTTTT!! i want that shirt.)= wait for mye. wait for mye. wait for mye. that PIGLET SHIRT at bugis. hee. mental-ness. but i seriously lyke that shirt A LOTTTTT. im gonna buy that shirt. either today, tmr or the day after tmr.
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ian *((=
5:31:00 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
whoo~ yesterday was FENGYUAN's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FENGYUAN!!!((x i went shopping at BUGIS w/ adele yesterday afternoon. spent 50 bucks. heeee.(x and i reach home at SIX in the MORNINGGG~ whee. super fun.(: um. okay. went for FENGYUAN's chalet yesterday night at around 10pm? yar. then i donte intend to ton one. but in the end, xy ask mye to ton. so i ton lor. heee~ um. sort of regretted lar. i shouldnt ton in the first place. 'cos havto waste money take cab home. midnight charge some more. haha. but nvm lar. it was SOOOOOO FUNNN~ we chatted from i thnk 12+ or 1+ all the way to 5+ yayness!(= fun right? then shan shan and i, took cab home. she lives opp my block. so the both of us took one cab. yar. i fell asleep in the cab. super tired can. got SJAB in the morning ( yesterday ). haha. then after SJAB go shopping. after shopping, go FENGYUAN's CHALET. alvin lar. cyco mye go. KUKU lar. but haha. FUN~ we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2Nurture-ians*((=
2:18:00 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
sighs. i thnk this month is my most unluckiest month. lotsa thngs happened. im so not gonna be in a good mood for the few days.)=
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide - HANYING *(; 2N *((=
10:05:00 PM